Reasons Why...

Updated: Feb 16

Did you ever think you knew what path you wanted to walk down? I thought I did...

I was sure I wanted to be on stage, be in front of the camera and perform to an audience.

Don't get me wrong, I loved acting, and I loved the thrill of being in front of a live audience and hearing the applause; knowing I had done my job and entertained them with my fellow cast mates. I may not be gracing the stage now, but I will never say, 'never again' and I have the up most respect for theatrical masses that do.

I've been blessed with my fair share of roles from comedy to tragedy. Traditional, physical, theatre and film. However, over time, I began to feel uncomfortable. I wasn't feeling as confident as I used to be. Let's be honest. I felt like a bit of an idiot. I mean, it could be because I was begin to focus on a new path; my true calling. During rehearsals I would try to concentrate on remembering and delivering my lines. Getting inside the head of my character, but there was always one of MY OWN characters who would be trying to get my attention. Despite telling them to 'sod off, Mum is busy right now', it never seemed to work. They always want you when you're trying to focus on something else. Like children nagging for attention. And I found I would answer them (in my head) rather than being in the theatrical moment. The writing soon found itself at the front of mind and I began bringing my iPad and laptop to rehearsals to work on my books in between scenes when I was not needed. Even when I was in a 'behind the scenes' role. A notepad or two was always in reach in case inspiration hit, and it did.

This was it. I had to make a decision. I knew I wasn't feeling as comfortable on stage as I once was, and I was very well aware that my passion for writing and creating was growing stronger each day I sat at my laptop. You just have to ask my colleagues from Saltrock, they were there and watched it happen!

I am still in contact with my theatre friends and I have the upmost respect for them and anyone who graces the stage. It broke my heart recently, as I has to turn down an opportunity to read and audition for a part in which a close friend was directing. However the last thing I wanted was to feel like I was not "in the room" at any given time because my mind was elsewhere, focusing on the launch of One Night Forever, and hold the play back from what I know will be an outstanding production of Anton Chekhov's "The Cherry Orchard". Directed by Phil Turley. (Thank you for thinking of me Phil)

Working on ONF2!

So there you have it, the reason why I stepped away from theatre and performing. Like I said, I will never say, never again. For now though, my heart is in my writing and creating worlds in which readers can escape. An escape for not only them, but for me to enlighten and broaden my skills as an author.

If you want to learn more about Street Theatre, you can either click the green links below the photos above, OR, you can simply tap the link below...

Now onto exciting news! One Night Forever's PRE ORDER DATE is coming up.

1st February. If you follow my Twitter/Instagram/Facebook pages, you will find the link to the AMAZON PAGE Saturday, sometime during the day. Since RhetAskew Publishing are in America, you'll have to bear with the time differences! MAY 4th is the date you may want to add to your smart phone diaries, as ONF will be available world wide! Digital copies that have been pre ordered will be sent to phones and paperback versions will be on their way! My gosh, I still can't believe this is happening. Literally, five plus years of hard work has paid off! have been amazing and have worked their socks of getting ONF ready to step in to the world. Thank you.

As a publishing group, they are not only supportive, but they are a community of talented individuals who are there to help one another, and I would like to invite you to check out these fantastic writers below. Drop them a like, download a copy of their work, and drop a review. As a writer, a review means the absolute world. It means we are doing our jobs correctly.

SUSAN DALESSANDRO Author of the up and coming Young Adult novel "COMPLEX SOLUTIONS"

ARC (Advanced Readers Copies) are available should you wish to volunteer, and do Susan a MASSIVE favour in supporting her career.

She can be found on TWITTER & INSTAGRAM


Daniel - YouTuber, Writer and Avid Reader. An all round top guy who reviews novels which may not be as well known as they should be. If you have written a book, and want to spread it around the globe, or listen to what he has to say about the next up and coming book, then stop by his YouTube page for a listen.

(I was actually listening to one of his videos on my lunch break today, and I will admit, I almost snorted my lemonade though my nose through laughter)


HOLD THE PHONE! Oh, you just know it's going to be good! These talented ladies have joined forces to deliver you "Wicked Souls: A Limited Edition Reverse Harem Romance Collection" with a number of other writers. Pre orders are available and you can reserve your copy by clicking the link below.

Should you wish to follow Mandy and AJ, which I supplest you do, their social sites are also available for you to browse.



LA ALFANO Lisa Alfano. Author of another up and coming Young Adult novel, soon to drop. "PMS GIRLS"

ARC copies are also available, so hit Lisa up via the links below. I see snippets of this book and can't wait to get my hands on this ARC!



Now, I'm shaming this one with a photo, not because he's my favourite in the RhetAskew Family, oh no, but because he had the cheek to assume I was going to add him to my blog without a "Oh, Amy, please may I have a shout out?" (Pay back for you stealing my phone at New Years Tom!)

No honesty, Tom was the one who introduced me to RhetAskew, so I am extremely thank full to him.

His debut Fantasy novel, "THE AGE OF RECKONING; VOLUME1" is available now in digital and paperback format.

And it is available at Walmart!

Tom is everywhere, and can be found at the following...You guessed it....LINKS BELOW!

Thank you for once again dropping by my BLOG. I hope you enjoyed my little, yet longer than expected, story about why I stepped away from theatre and I really do hope you visit the authors pages and stretch your support to them too.

Keep an eye on my social sites for information to where you can buy and download ONE NIGHT FOREVER, and I will chat to some of you soon, and I'll see many of you in time.

Lots of Love,

Your ACBecks


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